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Lights On

by Bojidar Messiah

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01 - Prelude 01:21
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I’m standing away watching seasons are passing before my eyes /Lazy, wasted life/ I’m standing away blood is thickened inside and there’s no flame /Before you passing by/ Stop complain and do what you’re here for We care about the future, not the past Lights on, the world is watching me Lights on, I have to throw the cursed stone Lights on, no more shadows of the past Lights on, I have to start out from the dark Willing to gain is a game for the brain that has no end /Not for moldy long ago/ And stuck in your mind you are blocked for the light, you can’t escape /Bloody circle pit/ Stay back retard, we are watching from the cemetery Don’t go outside, we remember what you’ve done Stay back retard, listen, stay back, stay back I want to see the light, I want to clear my name, I want it
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Can I forgive? The song remains the same. Can you believe? In something that has never been. Can it be forgotten? Something that is usually to be, but cannot be found, cannot be seen, how do I know if this thing has ever been existing. Kids walking on sadness, waiting for their father to appear. Walking on madness, `cause their childhood fucking life wants to early steal. There’s no one to teach you how to fight alone and save your precious stone. To chase your goals, interfering ghosts, head wants to explode when desperate future wants to come. Fly away from me. Please, fly away from me. Mistakes will be made, whether someone will warn you or not You chose what to take before you have to leave the fight alone There’s always some helpers, souls, but no one is enough to see the truth. I miss the warmth of home, I have no brother, have no sister, dog, my father is long gone They’re flown by the riven, feelings aren’t here to stay forever. New souls are waiting for you to be the one who you had never. Throw your heart away and lock in your mind, what you already hide. Burn the feelings inside and put a face of a dead man. Nobody wants the crown to be on a soft head. Do you have something to say? I don’t want to fight again. I am broken from inside, it is hard for me to stay. Can I feel the joy again? I am angry at the light, `cause there was no one else to blame. Yea I’m perished from inside and I don’t know how to stay. Long ago I missed the fire, what a creature I became? Can you save me from the life? I don’t want to flee again. And I surrender, raise the flag. I miss the man that I never had.
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It’s a Monday morning and your messenger is calling All the wrestling fighters like your yesterday’s trolling Selfies in the fancy clubs with all your fat friends, tattooed dumbs Pictures, panoramas, shores with funny boosted, fucking whores Shoots in a pub with well known, super unknown folk and sport stars Shoot with a fired porn star lightning candle in the church now You don’t have to worry about you’ll never have a brain You don’t give a fuck `cause your money are still there Axe will soon be fallen down, time is getting better now Don’t get desperate `cause the truth, cleansing will bury you Under wheel down you’ll find, good is different from your mind Many ruined people lives begging for your crucify Candle burned long ago, hell is now proper home And all the tears you cry can’t be compared to the lies Pressed button to shutdown your broken mind Can’t erase the sin of past, hands are covered with our blood Your head is now an empty room, but nightmares know on door Candle burned long ago, hell is now proper home And all the tears you cry can’t be compared to the lies Pressed button to shutdown your broken mind You’re torturing people to do their best, but you’re full of shit when you have to be fair Families suffer from your mouth full of lies, threatening your best when they try to go out Everything can say, thoughts are violent for you But this is now the end, actions need to be done I’m finishing my speech for you, my precious junk Victims picked up a trident, prepare to be fucked
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I woke up in the dreams today that everything will be so dynamic Does anyone believe that I’ll be felt in panic Or anyone believes that I can break the habit No I broke my distance and everything is like cycloning No one died and nothing bad happened But I just don’t feel that I deserve the life The sun is shinning, but only grey light in the coffin O lord I’m leaving desperate from the fight In searching for the happiness we can conclude you are unblessed Desperate brain is powerless your heart is full with emptiness In searching for the happiness your giving up, think no one cares Just one more thought and you’ll be missed You’ll stretch the rope because you are depressed You’re digging whole your life, digging for some light, But all exactly doing is chasing a reward And no one gives a fuck about your mental hole, so In this I am alone and soon I’ll be long gone And this is how it works, no matter what I’m thinking I can’t get any lower, but still I feel I’m sinking No matter what I’m singing I’m already in pain And if I die tomorrow the song remains the same. And when the thoughts of things /that don’t really exist/ Incinerating your mind /to ashes/ and blind your way, /every day/ to the goal Wasted /material/ life away, /you are so far away/, it drives you insane And now dead you’ll be replaced So thank you for what you’ve done.
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There was a little boy once upon a time Standing unblessed in front of magic shrine Wondering if his life will gonna change If he comes in would it be the end of his hell? And when he crossed were a curse that just took his mind of And all the creators became inside But the faceless, the empty, forfeited remained untouched He lies at the bottom looking the saints We end your line, your soul flies away, wasted lives, for you to be great /But your vision is grey/ And from this day a whole army is looking for him A crowd of supports, upsets that need to be free They’ve lost their god, their mission in life is gone He was so loved, but for the eternity locked But they didn’t know that their boy had become a demon And burning fires took place in his eyes And when they found him to sit on a throne with a trident His mighty voice scattered them to the ground Away, you flies! I don’t need your help! Your life is a lie! Your leader is dead! /Run away, run away/ Do you know the weight of going straight, no turning right, no turning left, Only following an imaginary line that has no end? Do know the feeling of a million eyes on you, a million souls that pushing you To be someone, to be something, to do the great job that you’re not sure is right. That you’re not sure is true. Do you know how short is the happiness? And how long is the sickness, the emptiness, the madness, the deadliness, the silence?! When you achieve? Forgive me children, I felt, I’m done. And they together succeed to get him out, but then the curse made him one of them And when they brought him back to the everyday life, lazy from futility this day he died. We have our lines and them we should end. Don’t try to be else, the else makes us end Po test non adepto vos off. Et non invinient. Et consummare. Est tibi. Nobis quia non mentior. Nolite mentiri te. Et occidere. Leave me alone in this /you have to come with us/ The world has nothing for me /you have to lift your cross/ Leave me alone in this /you should come with us/ The doors are long closed to me /you should carry your cross/
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Mother, mother you fight alone Because you father, bastard father, you are long gone. All my joy, all my tears in mother’s heart alone All your tears mother, all your joy, everything for me. Twenty now I'm crazy bastard thoughts and goals are changing, bloom But there’s no hole inside the feelings, there’s no hole in your support Thirty now a lovely father nothing that can break the mighty man Because my downs my dear mother lays in your heart my biggest land I’m standing up and want you mother to stand up too My day is clear I found my way the way you mother built with truth I know I harm you in the past, maybe not the perfect boy But the man you mother made so hard is here and gonna stay Lets say we can leave the past behind Lets say I can guide you through the light Save your life, I want to fly away Save your time, do you want a second chance? Save my life, I want to fly away Save my time, I want a second chance Save your life, he wants to fly away Save your time, he doesn’t have second chance Save your son, and let him fly away Save my son, you have a second chance.
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See the burning house. Souls and voices, stairs Toast flesh up and down, echoes in the dead man’s head They’re fading away Firing from instead, I’m outside the line Picture of the damned burn my angry eye I’m fading away Everything is turning, we’re upside down Will our children wait the top of their time We have hit the era to destroy ourselves We have the luck to live today to see the end Mama can you help me? I’m so inside Promises are empty I can’t see the light The bridge between is burning, we’re almost there No way we can stop, what have we done? Can’t you hear them calling you? At my funeral empty will be Only the sins in tears will bleed What we sow, that’s what we’ll reap No one stand still, no one stand safe.
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"Lights On" is my debut album.
It's recorded, mixed and mastered by me.
Not the typical metal album - only 2 songs are hard all the time!
There are very complicated tracks, several long ones and it's a concept piece with many keyboards.
It combines metal on side A (the first 5 songs)
and more like film music, story teller side B (the other 4).
The most characteristic is:
complicated vocal lines
many strings/piano parts
piano solos.
Check it out!

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released August 15, 2020

Recorded, mixed and mastered by me.
All the music, lyrics and graphic works are made by me.
Thank you for the support.
Thanks to my family.
Thanks to the helping friends and musicians.

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Bojidar Messiah Sofia, Bulgaria

Bojidar Messiah is a composer from Sofia/Bulgaria.
He is making his debut in 2020.

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