Song number 3, "I miss the man that I never had" is a ballad with heavy second part and great dynamic.
Interesting and complicated vocal lines, cool acoustic guitar riff.
lyrics
Can I forgive?
The song remains the same.
Can you believe?
In something that has never been.
Can it be forgotten?
Something that is usually to be,
but cannot be found, cannot be seen,
how do I know if this thing has ever been existing.
Kids walking on sadness,
waiting for their father to appear.
Walking on madness, `cause their childhood fucking life
wants to early steal.
There’s no one to teach you how to fight alone
and save your precious stone.
To chase your goals, interfering ghosts,
head wants to explode when desperate future wants to come.
Fly away from me. Please, fly away from me.
Mistakes will be made,
whether someone will warn you or not
You chose what to take before you have to leave the fight alone
There’s always some helpers, souls,
but no one is enough to see the truth.
I miss the warmth of home,
I have no brother, have no sister, dog, my father is long gone
They’re flown by the riven,
feelings aren’t here to stay forever.
New souls are waiting for you to be the one who you had never.
Throw your heart away and lock in your mind,
what you already hide.
Burn the feelings inside and put a face of a dead man.
Nobody wants the crown to be on a soft head.
Do you have something to say?
I don’t want to fight again.
I am broken from inside, it is hard for me to stay.
Can I feel the joy again?
I am angry at the light,
`cause there was no one else to blame.
Yea I’m perished from inside
and I don’t know how to stay.
Long ago I missed the fire, what a creature I became?
Can you save me from the life?
I don’t want to flee again.
And I surrender, raise the flag.
I miss the man that I never had.