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05 - Depressed

from Lights On by Bojidar Messiah

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Fast and heavy guitar riff, low guitars, hip/hop beat and vocal parts
It's more like nu metal song

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I woke up in the dreams today that everything will be so dynamic
Does anyone believe that I’ll be felt in panic
Or anyone believes that I can break the habit
No I broke my distance and everything is like cycloning
No one died and nothing bad happened
But I just don’t feel that I deserve the life
The sun is shinning, but only grey light in the coffin
O lord I’m leaving desperate from the fight

In searching for the happiness we can conclude you are unblessed
Desperate brain is powerless your heart is full with emptiness
In searching for the happiness your giving up, think no one cares
Just one more thought and you’ll be missed
You’ll stretch the rope because you are depressed

You’re digging whole your life, digging for some light,
But all exactly doing is chasing a reward
And no one gives a fuck about your mental hole, so
In this I am alone and soon I’ll be long gone
And this is how it works, no matter what I’m thinking
I can’t get any lower, but still I feel I’m sinking
No matter what I’m singing I’m already in pain
And if I die tomorrow the song remains the same.

And when the thoughts of things /that don’t really exist/
Incinerating your mind /to ashes/
and blind your way, /every day/ to the goal
Wasted /material/ life away, /you are so far away/,
it drives you insane
And now dead you’ll be replaced
So thank you for what you’ve done.

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from Lights On, released August 15, 2020

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Bojidar Messiah Sofia, Bulgaria

Bojidar Messiah is a composer from Sofia/Bulgaria.
He is making his debut in 2020.

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